Peace be on OMAR, his family and his dearest friends.
I know how Omar suffered and I am so sorry that we lost him. We only lost him physically though. We will have him become equally present in our lives through our best of memories. That is the really great part of memory. Omar has left us many gifts of memories.
Omar is through suffering and that is wonderful. You must not suffer his loss, you must create joyful space for all of your best shared memories.